Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Disappointment, My Old Friend

Before I start with my little drama, I just want to send a big CONGRATULATIONS to H2H! It truly filled my heart with joy and hope to hear her good news. I am going to keep praying for you and your little one.

Well, the appointment never happened. I received a call that the doctor was running late, and then I got a call cancelling the appointment. Dr. Fast was called away for emergency surgery.

I was really pissed off at first. The emotional run up to this made it so hard to hear that I was going to have to wait even longer to get this process started. I should have gone back to work, but I just couldn't. I went home, laid down and got some perspective. I thought about the woman on the other end of my appointment who had the same dreams as I do and how she was having a much worse day than I was. The new patient coordinator called a few hours later and we are back on for Thursday afternoon.

In the mean time, there was good news in all of this. I was able to get my OB/GYNs office to fax M's test results to me at work. As far as I can tell from the information on the sheet and my obsessive Googling, he is fine. In fact, he gets an A+. I mean that literally - the bottom of the paper said "Sperm Quality: A+".

One factor eliminated and 10,000 more to go.

5 comments:

Leah said...

I'm sorry to hear that your appointment got cancelled, what a huge letdown. But I'm happy to hear that you've got a certified A+ hubby. :-)

hopeful to hateful in 28 days said...

Hi Kate. Thanks for visiting me and sending so many warm thoughts. I'm sorry about your appt. Hoping things work out for you soon.

Inconceivable said...

ARuugh, I hope tomorrows appointment is not as dissappointing. Good Luck. Grats on Hubby's awesome grade ;)

Courtney said...

Good luck tomorrow at the appointment and congrats on the primo sperm rating!

Tam said...

Shit man, this IF stuff just never gets easier does it? There always seems to be a bump in the road.

Great news on the sperm result, praying that your appt goes well and that they find something small that's a quick fix!